My First Love My Teacher

I still remember those days when I was in sixth standard. It is a very tender age in all aspects and a child is not grown much emotionally at this stage. Same was also true for me at that age. I was not very clear about love and sex. I had never experienced love for any girl at that point. All the girls of my class were same for me as boys. There was no restriction on sitting with them. We play with them and some time even touches them too; however, never any feeling of love or sex came in my mind.

Everything was going smoothly, one day a beautiful English teacher came to our class. She was our new English teacher. This was her first teaching assignment. She had recently passed her masters in English. She was approximately 22-23 years old. Her body was average type. She was a clear example of how a beautiful and adult woman should look like. Every part of her body was in its mature state. This was my first experience of seeing a so beautiful woman. After watching her for the first time, I was clearly able to see a huge difference between her and the girls of my class.

She started taking our class. For first time in my life, I saw some kind of attraction for a girl. A strange feeling started taking control over me. Whenever I gets chance to saw her, a strange feeling to see her even more started taking over my mind. Her Dreams were now a constant affair in my life. I started attending her class and doing work given by her more seriously. I wanted to come in her favorite students. I used to feel bad when someone talks to her or tries to come more near to her. Day by day my madness for her was growing. I always wanted to remain more and more with her.

I started dreaming about marrying her. These were my true and first time feelings for someone and some kind of sexual attraction was also present in it. This experience helped me first time in realizing difference between a man and woman. I wanted to touch her and sleep with her. I wanted that she should take control over all of my responsibilities. She should make food for me, wash my cloths and remain with me forever. These are unknown feelings which gripped me then. I had never encountered them before.

On one day, she gave us a test and told us that she would give surprise gift to the topper. I don’t want to lose this opportunity, so I worked very hard for the test and stood first in class. While announcing result, she came near to me and kissed on my face as I stood first in test. For some minutes, I felt like being in heaven. For me this was like winning a big battle. With this my feeling for her started becoming even stronger. Feeling of her lips on my face was making me mad. I also wanted to kiss her.

One month before our exams news came that my favorite teacher was going to be married this week and she would never come again to school. I felt like someone had taken ground away from my feet. My dreams were shattered in just a minute. I felt very bad about the guy who was going to marry my teacher. First time a desire to grow early and propose her aroused in me. However with the passage of days everything again started to come to normal. Again I became a normal child. But defiantly she was able to teach me the difference between a woman and girl.


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